I haven’t blogged in a long while. The last few weeks have been very topsy-turvy and will continue to be so. Two major life changes: one major loss and one major move under way. The excess that I don’t want to carry with me is beginning to pile up on the curb, slowly.
These changes being the second major shock to my system in two years, I know what is coming next and I already feel it: the mental pain manifesting itself physically. People will say things to me and I forget who said them to me, things will be “lost”, and discussing algebra will come as a relief. I’ve learned since the last time to keep a pocket notebook and make notes when talking to people.
I don’t want to be going through this again. How much bigger my space already looks with the few things I’ve sent on to another place.
When I opened Facebook today and saw it was Happiness Day, I almost cried. I am happy for what I have, sad for what I have lost.